You’ve already read my story about why I’m scared of ants.
While that may be a fear of mine, what scares me the most is far deeper, yet basic. I
am terrified of failing. Yup, I’m that person. Whether or not this is everyone’s
fear, I am still going to discuss it, because it is a huge factor in my life.
Everyday I am terrified that my choices will be the reason why I don’t get
accepted into the universities that I want to go to. I am constantly worried
that I am not doing well enough in dance or in my classes. This fear can be
crippling at times. I just don’t want to have worked so hard for nothing. I
know that I can get an amazing education anywhere and what school you get into
really doesn’t matter, but I know that I will be crushed if I fail at getting
into my dream school. The same goes with dance. If I never get into the level
that I want to be in, I will probably never get over it. This fear of failing
is completely unhealthy, but when are fears ever healthy?
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