Junior year was…, I don’t know. Academically it was
uneventful. While at times I dug myself into a multitude of holes, it went and
is ending exactly how I expected it to. I have maintained my educational
standards and am fine with how things are concluding. Now outside of the Henry
Clay sphere a completely different set of events unfolded. This year I have
accepted many different aspects of my personality and I would consider that a
success. My failure would be how hesitant I was. Going into this year I had
goals. Approachable and simplistic, there was no reason why I shouldn’t have
been able to achieve them. But I didn’t. I’m not going to go in detail about the
specifics of these goals because they’re rather personal to me, but they
revolved around me developing a better approach to things.
I fell off the wagon early on. Spent too much trying to
reorganize myself, be logical, and jump back on. It took me the entire year to
figure out what I was doing wrong and it nearly tore me apart.
This isn’t about school. I don’t get stressed about
school. It’s temporary and I have a natural affinity towards it. In five years,
none of this is going to matter. The goals I set centered long term personality
revisions that would help me better interact with non-educational events
happening around me. I took a very logical approach to these goals and the end
of the year nearly drove myself insane trying to figure out why nothing was
working.
I figured it out.
My goal for Senior year is overall acceptance. I am
already quick to accept the limitations of the world around me, whether it be
school or the government, but next year I hope to be able to comprehend and get
over my own personal limitations.
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